Yay! I manage to write my 2^nd entry of the year! Which means a 100% increment from last year (still can’t believe I only wrote one entry last year, sigh… …) Anyway, hi bloggie! We met again!

Okay, this post is going to be not-so-personal and more like a guide as you can see from the title above. So if you are here to see how I’m doing, I’m sorry you might need to wait for the next post XD by the way, I’m doing fine thank you and you can stop reading already xD

Okay, It all started with the photo below.

After I posted this photo on my Facebook around 2 months ago, many friends asked me about the procedure to apply for work & travel program for Malaysia students. So I thought that instead of replying them one by one with the same content, why not just type a more comprehensive blog post and throw the link to anyone who ask for the info later? So tadaa! Here you go!

 

(Oh wait, which means I have procrastinated for whole TWO months to post this blog post?! 0.0 omg, I’m sure it is just time passing too fast, not me not me!)

(And oh my, I have not even done writing my 2015 resolution and it is February already, boy, 2015 is speeding! Polis can give it a saman ah?) 

Anyway, blogging mood kicks in and I know I need to seize it. So let’s get started! (Finally! Long-winded grandma I am.)

Work & Travel Program for Malaysians

Alright, to the best of my knowledge, there are few countries that offer Work and Travel (WAT) program where Malaysians can take part in.  These countries are:

• USA (and Canada)
• New Zealand (NZ)
• Australia

I guess there should be more countries but that’s all I can find while doing my work & travel research. Anyway, these are the mainstream ones la as far as I know.

And since I apply for the program in USA, this blog post will be on Work and Travel (WAT) USA, instead of NZ and Australia.

But you can check this website out, which gives a very very veryyy brief overview on Work & Travel in NZ & Australia. >> http://www.femalemag.com.my/features/work/work-and-travel-programs-malaysians But it is a good place to start your research with the basic search keys provided there.

ps. Bad news for those who wanna go to NZ this year: NZ Malaysia Working Holiday Scheme opened few days ago on 28th January, and it is full already for all I know. (Quota runs out damn fast eh, scary!)

 

By the way, I strongly advise uni students to go for USA Work & Travel (first, if you want to go more than 1 country xD) because this program is strictly for students only; while anyone between 18 – 30 years old can apply for NZ’s & Australia’s. So make use of your student identity & apply USA’s while you are still a student! If got money only go NZ & Australia later after you started working XD

Before I start… Everything is based solely on my experience and is aimed to give interested public a virtual tour on the procedure of applying for work & travel, For professional advice, please consult the agent through the link provided somewhere below.

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USA Work & Travel Programs (WAT) for Malaysians

This WAT normally comprise of working period of 3 to 4 months in US and 1 month of grace period where you can travel around the states.

To start working in USA, foreign students need a sponsor. A sponsor is an organization that is authorized to issue the DS2019 form to students (a document required to support the application of the J1 visa (exchange visitor visa)).

Employers (such as hotels, theme parks, restaurants, etc) will look for these sponsors to help them to recruit J1 students. Then the sponsors will screen and select potential exchange visitors/employees for these employers.

On the other hand, the sponsors also need to take care the welfare of the students before/when they are in USA (such as making sure they have a job, their rights are not violated, etc etc). Some examples of these sponsors are: Interexchange, CIEE, GeoVision, and etc etc. Here is the list of sponsors: http://j1visa.state.gov/participants/how-to-apply/sponsor-search/?program=Summer%20Work%20Travel

So, in another word, the sponsor is like the middle man between the Malaysia J1 students and the USA employer.

However, these sponsors are based in USA and it is quite hard for them to, say, recruit students from Malaysia because they might not be familiar with the way things work in Malaysia. So, this is where local recruit agency in Malaysia comes into play!

The recruit agencies in Malaysia (or Singapore, or Argentina, or any part of the world) recruit local students, and become the middleman between the local students & the sponsors. So now the picture is:

So, to start your application for WAT USA, you have to look for the Local Recruitment Agency in Malaysia. Lucky (or unlucky, it is up to you) thing is, there are only 2 such agencies in Malaysia. So you don’t have to spend too much time deciding which agent you should look for lol.

The 2 agencies in Malaysia are:

• Speedwing (http://www.speedwing.org/)
  • It also provides WAT Canada, internship & training in some European countries.
• Out of the Box (OOTB) (http://www.outofthebox.com.my/index.html)

Both agencies are almost the same when it comes to WAT, but both provide other different program such as Au Pair, internship & professional training etc etc. Since I apply mine from Speedwing, this guide will be based on my experience with Speedwing.

So, here we go (again)

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THE STEP BY STEP GUIDE TO APPLY FOR USA WORK & TRAVEL FOR MALAYSIA STUDENTS

Before you start, check the qualification:

Qualification from Speedwing are pretty simple, as long as you are a full time student in your sem break, you can apply for it!

*Copy from Speedwing*:

You must:

• be at least 18 and not more than 30 years of age
• Must be a full-time tertiary student in Singapore, Malaysia or Australia, or in final year graduating from full-time course
• Course duration must be 2 years and above
• Must be able to commit to work duration as required by respective employers in their Job Profiles

Once you are qualified, you can get started!

Step 1: Choose which intake you are going

Both Speedwing & OOTB have 2 intakes each year, one for Summer (May to Sept), one for Winter (Nov to March). The recruitment usually starts as early as 5 to 6 months before the working period. So if you are planning on a summer WAT, time to register yourself!

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Step 2: Subscribe for updates

Go study Speedwing & Out-of-the-Box website. Learn how to subscribe for email updates so they can let you know as soon as the recruitment starts. You don’t have to pay for such registration, so no harm doing it to both websites and doing it early.

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Step 3: Check email and website regularly

After registering yourself, just sit back, relax and wait for the email to come. Check your inbox from time to time so you won’t miss the updates.

Drop an email to them if you are feeling insecure that you might miss the recruitment.

By this time, you can start saving money to prepare for your WAT expenses heh.

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Step 4: Getting started! Choose your employer (wisely)!

After countless checking of email and websites, finally one day you wake up to an email that shouts “Recruitment Start”.  You will receive one (or two) emails providing you with the job information from various employers and guiding you to register yourself with the program.

ps. If you are joining Summer 2015’s batch, the recruitment has started now and you should start from this step =)

From the email, they will provide you with a list of employers who are hiring J1 students. And the list will look something like that:

Other than this table of overview of employer, they also provide link to each employer’s profile and each job’s profile, which carries SUPER DETAILED information on each employer and each job they offer. The profile will look something like this:

Example of employer’s profile:

Example of job’s profile:

There are so many types of jobs available, as you can see from the list above, so study each employer and job profile carefully, so you can choose the one which suits you the best =)!

Tips:  

1) Put some weight in the housing options when considering your choice because it will be quite frustrating to look for housing on your own and doing it from Malaysia.

2) I know we all need time to consider the life decision (lol) but please don’t take like 2 weeks to consider ‘cause the job position is offered on 1^st come 1^st serve basis.

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Step 5: Send in your resume

Once you have selected your desirable employer, it is time to reply Speedwing’s email with your resume and your choice of employer!

Don’t worry about resume, as you don’t have to make one. They have a template for you where you just need to fill them it and send it back to Speedwing. Plus they have really really clear instruction, so no worries =)

The resume’s template:

This is also the time where you have to pay RM300 deposit to show your genuine interest in the WAT program. As you know, no one wants to process hell load of paper works for someone who is just ‘checking stuff out’ and then decide not to take part. This RM300 will be return to you once you start your application.

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Step 6: Prepare for Skype interview & Get hired

You have chosen your employer, and now it is their time to choose who they want. Your resume will be sent to the sponsors and they will arrange a Skype interview session with you to get to know you and see if you are the right person or not.

Normally if the slot is not full and your English is not suck to the hell, I can’t think of any reason why the interviewer will reject you. They will let you know on the spot whether you are hired or not (cigek leh?!). And if you are (which usually happens), jump to the next step!

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Step 7: Start Application!

Once you passed the Skype interview, you will receive an email from Speedwing the next day stating that you are HIRED by your desired employer, attached with your job offer letter. With this, you can start your WAT Application with your sponsor (my sponsor is CIEE).

The application form can be found from the email too. It might be long (6 pages) but it is not hard to fill. It looks like this:

After filling the form, reply the email with the filled application form & some of the attachments required such as:

• Job offer letter
• Proof of Student Status (get a full-time student letter from ur uni)
• Proof of English (i.e. TOEFL, MUET, 1119, IELTS, ELS, STPM/SPM or any English grades)
• Photocopy of passport
• & some of the forms (eg. insurance) that comes with previous email
• Proof of payment (around RM3000, we will talk about that later, or jump to the end)

Basically, this is the most tedious part of the application process, just take your time to get all the documents (and funds) needed and send in the application form in time (they have a due date).

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Step 8: Preparing for US visa online application

After you send in your application form, Speedwing & your sponsors will take some time to process them and get your DS2019 form done. You can start working on the US visa application at https://ceac.state.gov/genniv/ . No worries, Speedwing will have a step by step guide in their email to guide you on how to do the application online.

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Step 9: Meeting with Speedwing

After your DS2019 form arrive at Speedwing office from your sponsors in USA, you will need to pay a visit to Speedwing’s office, where the Speedwing staff will hand you your DS 2019 and brief you on the protocol of attending the US Embassy interview.

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Step 10: Attending the US Embassy Interview

Speedwing will also help you to schedule US Embassy interview appointment.

You will need to go to the US Embassy (by yourself) which is at Jalan Tun Razak and go through a short interview with the embassy’s staff who will see if you are fit to carry a J1 visa or not.

You will need to take some of the compulsory documents (Original passport; US visa photo, 2 inches x 2 inches, white background; other compulsory documents given to you by Speedwing staff on your visit) and some supporting documents, no worries, you will know by then 😉

Basically just show them that you an innocent student who is very enthusiastic about going USA but are not gonna ‘jump airplane’ then you are safe lol. Again, you will know on the spot whether you will get your visa or not.

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Step 11: And the fun begin!

Finally! After getting your visa, you can start

• Booking flights (most important one!)
• Google search on how to get from airport to your workplace
• Shopping for WAT needs
• Arranging farewell party (JK, no one arrange farewell party for themselves la lol)

And etc etc. But you get it la, basically is what you do before you go travel, just that this time you are going to travel for a far longer time lol.

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Others: Expenses

One of the top questions people ask about WAT is “How much you pay ah?”

1) Application Fee: RM3000 – RM4000

So here is the basic application fee (RM3000+) payable to Speedwing, as I mentioned above:

WAT USA programme fee			RM 3,250
SEVIS (google it if you don’t know)			RM    120
AIG insurance			RM     50
US Visa application fee			RM    550
Total			RM 3,970
(-) Deposit paid			RM    300
Balance payment			RM 3,670

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2) Flight Ticket: RM4000 – RM6000

You might need around RM4000 to RM6000 for round-trip flight ticket.

We got it for RM5400, but we are kinda screwed by the travel agent.  We have friends who can buy the ticket at RM3900 for round trip by hunting low air fare from search engine. Skyscanner & Expedia is good way to go.

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3) Preparation: Varies, appr RM1000

This depends a lot on a) which intake you going, for example, going for Summer WAT is way cheaper than Winter’s cuz you can save a lot on clothing (Winter clothing in Malaysia is damn expensive! and not really fashionable compare to those in US, so again, pack less, buy here!) b) what you have in hand, for me, I buy a new luggage because I don’t have luggage big enough for my stuff (excuse je lol), then I buy  lot of new stuff ‘cause, going oversea is a REALLY good excuse to go shopping and spend & spend & spend and MIGHT not get scolded by your parents lol. So, new luggage, new clothes, new shampoo, new bras, new panties, etc… Getting wtf already, you know how it goes lah.

I’m really sucks in buying stuff and packing them ‘cause I tend to overdo it all the time. But this is precisely why I can give some useful advice based on my major failure lol. They call it learn from other’s mistake. Just some simple ones:

• Clothes: Pack lightly. You are going to wear your working attire most of the time. Plus US is a freaking shopping heaven, if tak cukup baju, you can always buy here instead of carrying the clothes all the way from Malaysia (which is what I did, I regret like hell, don’t do it!!).
• Food: The thing that becomes most precious when you are in US is none other than Malaysia food. I think everyone know that. Packet seasoning become your best friend, curry chicken powder, tomyam powder, bak kut the powder, soup kambing powder and whatever powder la, will be your gem. But I realize what’s more important is Oyster sauce, black soy sauce, soy sauce. Because you can cook anything with them – chicken, beef, pork, vege! Really! And I rasa soy sauce and oyster sauce here taste a little different, so bringing them from Malaysia is the best decision I have ever made. And I have yet to find any black soy sauce in sight T.T I know instant noodle is very unhealthy and stuff, but when you are in a foreign country and have no mood to cook after a longgg day at work, all you wanna do is just binge eating Maggie Curry or Penang White Curry for some people, or Mama Tomyam Noodle for me. ps. I bring 40 packets of instant noodle for the 4.5months of my stay here. I find it just enough lol.

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4) Money to make it before your 1^st pay check: RM3000 – RM4000

You will need money to pay for your food and stuff and maybe even your housing deposit when you first arrive, before you even get your 1^st pay check, which maybe be one or two weeks after your arrival. 1000usd is recommended by few websites as a safe figure, that will be around RM3000 – RM4000 (oh gawd, poor Ringgit y u keep dropping).

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So add up everything, you will get something in between RM10,000 to RM15,000.

A bit terrifying I know lol. So you need to start saving money now or apply for FAMA sponsorship (Father and Mama sponsorship lol).

But throughout your 3 -4 months you should be able to earn around $3000, which can cover the cost. Or you can use this $3000 for the 1 month travel period if you are sponsored by FAMA.

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Owh FINALLY! I MADE IT! I FINISH TYPING THIS WITHIN FEW HOURS!!! (I thought I will procrastinate)

This is getting way too long, I got to stop typing, BYE!

Have fun doing your research in WAT program!

Drop me a comment if you have any more questions. But I will prefer you directing your questions to Speedwing or OOTB, since they are more professional =)

Till next time,

Take care! =*

2015年快乐呀各位！

我。。。竟然整整一年没有写部落格了！！！

真的是开始写部落格以来最久的一次。(可是看到wordpress的界面就很不想写呀(换去wordpress之后几乎都是在microsoft word 打好后才paste上wordpress的))

回归主题，我上一个post(也就是一年前的post)是2014年的resolution嘛。我觉得既然2014年过了，是不是该回首看看自己办到了百分之几呢？ XD Resolution without a review macam a bit pointless right?  (ps. 如果我及格 （50%或以上，大家可以给我糖果吗？ XD））

好啦，废话不多说，马上开始！

为了方便比较，去年的resolution我就copy过来然后放成紫色字体吧！

好啦，废话不多说，马上开始！(不是说过了吗？

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Studies

1. Graduate my degree with at least 2^ndUpper (HGPA of 3.25-3.74) – checked!

其实Year 1 时还想过要拿 1^st class honour的。 可是3.75以上的成绩，真的好难啊！！因为3.75 就是A-, 而在我的course来讲， A-就是考试要85分以上。所以要1st class honour的话，基本上就是必须要科科85分以上。 自从发现自己成绩平平之后，我就放弃了1st class honour, 可是，2^nd Upper还是有一线生机的， 所以，加油吧！！

这个我做到啦！其实我的成绩都很stable的维持在3.5左右啦。看着触手不及的1st class ，还有十拿九稳的2nd upper， 其实有点无聊&无奈啦。好像做什么都改变不了自己的grade了 XD Anyway 做到啦！虽然不是耀眼的成绩，可是也要恭喜自己一下啦！毕竟辛苦了3年呀！！

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2. Know my path by year end – semi-checked!

如果一切按照计划的话，我今年7月就可以毕业了~  **撒花~~~~ 给自己几个月时间去玩玩， 希望年尾时，我可以知道未来的去路~ 做工还是继续修读~~~？拭目以待~ 呵呵

结果， 我没有继续进修，也没有开始步入社会。 我给了自己1年的gap year & 出乎自己所料地去申请去美国打工度假 XD。 照计划来看，我应该是旅行到6月才settle down吧！所以这个resolution应该算是50%达成? 因为我知道2015年的计划，可是未来的大蓝图真的是十划没一撇呀！

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Interest

3. Read 12 books – semi-checked!

其实我以前不喜欢阅读的。 说到这个， 还是要谢谢1Malaysia 的book voucher，让我用多余的钱去买书， 才开始有点点读书的兴趣  XD（是啦我很迟才开始读书 不要看不起我！ XD）可是比起很多人，我还是很不爱书。 （我去年在Big Bad Wolf买的书都还没读完。）所以，这个平均一个月读一本书的任务，希望可以达成~  呵呵

没做到呀！！！课本以外的书籍，今年才读了那么9本。而且为了达成resolution，还带了3本书来美国， 结果每一本都读了一下，却没一本读得完 (因为人家在美国很忙的啊， 要做工 要煮饭 要吃饭 要睡觉。。。)。 可是把三本读到的加在一起，应该有1本吧？可以算我10本吗？ XD

ps. 看到这个才惊觉今年没有得拿 BR1M Book Voucher 啦，突然间蛋蛋的忧伤。。。

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4. Read E-news (subscribe to sites & read AT LEAST weekly) – FAILED MISERABLY!

Same reason。要更爱阅读。Plus，我不想成为那种  光看没什么可信度的Facebook新闻，世界发生什么事都不知道的人。

这。。。fail到很够力。标签了很多新闻网站，可是就是没什么心情打开来读呀！所以我变成了我不想变成的那种人，那种 “光看没什么可信度的Facebook新闻，世界发生什么事都不知道”的人 lol

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5.Pass piano grade 5 theory – checked!

学琴进入了第二个年头，还没考过theory。 老师打算今年让我考，我会尽力挤出时间去考试的~ ！ 没什么天份+那么老才开始学，真的蛮吃力。可是喜欢，所以不想放弃。

就是因为这个resolution， 我在 因为Thesis， Leo Club & Work and Travel Application而忙到要死的8月份 依然挤出时间去考试。然后，我过关啦！ 恭喜发财！

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6. Go back to yoga & be persistent – Failed!

之前学过两次，断断续续学了2年，然后因为上课太忙+没人陪就没去了。现在Feipo JiaHui 想学， 而且我胆固醇开始超标，医生又叫我回去做yoga了  XD  好吧，我也开始想念瑜珈了，加上那么多动力之下，希望我可以long term地把瑜珈做下去 XD

今年年头因为肥婆Hui & Theng都要学瑜伽，所以三人行去了。结果以 人太多，老师教不好，日子渐渐忙起来，今天天气很好etc etc 的理由而渐渐没去了。只维持了3个月啊。。。 。。。 我的瑜伽旅程继续被荒废啦！

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7. Pick up make up skills (I beg you ah Chew Jia Lin!) – Checked!

其实这个我没什么信心阿！！！ 可是我3个月后就22岁了， 马的，超老了啦还不会化妆很丢脸也！ 就打算存一笔钱去个化妆的course好了 XD

这个我勉强给自己一个checked吧！lol 因为这个resolution的关系，买了我人生中第一个( 还有第二 第三 第四 etc etc) 化妆品。还有和 因为工作关系也很想学会化妆的妹妹  一起努力。两人一起策划了一个10个礼拜的化妆 course outline。然后开始看Youtube化妆教学视频 (虽然化得没有很像样 XD) 。可是由于两人都很忙的关系，我们的course 断断续续上了3次就没了 XDDD 可是, 很重大的可是！今年出席活动都可以自己下手化妆了，出门也常常化个眉毛。比起以前是很大进步啦！（我以前是那种一出席要化妆的活动都是坐在一边等人家化的那种人 XD）

Relationship

8. Maintain friendship with Chyng – Checked!

2013年我和晴各忙各的，真的快失去联络了。 有时看她在线想聊天，再看看手头上的东西，还是打消了念头， 就这样打消打消下，一年过去了~ 去年和她特少见面，超不甘心的！今年要多多努力才可以~ 

应该是2014年两人都毕业的关系，都变得比较得空啦，而且距离也近了很多，见面的次数也多了很多，超开心的！ ❤ 我们今年还曾经疯狂地在instagram开了一个户口，就只有我们两个人关注的户口 XD然后每天拍一张照，再把两人的生活照放在一起的变成一个post。每天看着两人的生活照side by side的，感觉很窝心很sweet。然后，我们两个都变懒了，就让这个project停在漂亮的第99天。 哈哈哈

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9. Appreciate Chris more – Checked!

我最dramatic的友谊， 可是却是我最珍惜的。太多秘密，我不多说，爱你就对了！

这段dramatic的友谊，今年继续drama下去啦！ 我们的友谊遇到了一个很大很大的波折。那就是亲爱的‘大便Chris’有了女朋友啊！ FYI, Chris是我的蓝颜知己，是我最最要好的朋友之一。在大学里可说是形影不离地赖在一起4年了，我们不知不觉中成了彼此的精神支柱。

而今年，我终于了解到那种 [最好的朋友拍拖了，你竟然在吃莫名其妙的醋] 的感觉。一开始，我很讨厌 也很害怕这感觉，因为这感觉很莫名其妙，我自己也接受不到自己干吗会吃这种幼稚又不符合逻辑的醋。我很喜欢大便，也很喜欢他女友，可是就是很不喜欢他们在一起。一知道消息，还和大便闹得很大很大 XD

那时候，为了平衡我乱乱的心，为了不让大便难堪，我想了很多。我一辈子总不能赖着大便不走，要学会分享，要学会祝福，更重要的是要为我单身了22年的知己开心下吧！所以就渐渐地想开了！在他们面前也变得自然一点了。

我觉得我根本就是超厉害的啦！那么复杂的情绪也都搞定了 XD 好啦，要谢谢大便。在那么难堪的position时，还会和我坦诚相对，听我闹脾气，陪我度过那时期。老套地祝我们的友谊万岁！ ❤

10. Teman parents more, gik mama less – Checked?

你看你看，长大了就是这样！ 外面的东西做多了，整天没时间陪家人。小时候的我应该作梦都想不到 连陪家人都要放进resolution里，haih，多么的丢脸的事  >< 而且hor，我发现我最近记性很差，很容易gik到妈妈。 冲完凉没把地上的头发捡起来， 晚上没有关厕所灯，电脑插头没拔，etc  etc。看是小小的事，其实都是我妈的眼中钉，一看到 火就来 XD  而，关怀妈妈，就从少gik她做起~ 加油 XD

以上的事我都有尽量在做了 T-T 可是，感觉上无论活到多少岁，都会被妈妈碎碎念。所以我依然很常被妈妈念，所以我也不知道自己有没有做到这点 @_@

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11. Stay with Derrick & Don’t stop falling for him all over again, & again – Checked!

Self-explanatory~~ ❤

恩，这个也不必解释太多，感觉上就是做到了 呵呵 ❤ 今年我们两周年了，两人第一次一起出国去了巴厘岛！*Achievement unlocked!

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12. Buy something expensive for Derrick – Checked!

他好像每次都买很多东西给我玩，给我吃。我却好像没送过什么给他。ps. 这个resolution  的前提是 我明年开始做工XD

今年在毕业&来美国之间有3个月半的空闲期，所以去打了2.5月的工。(第一次做上班族也！一开始超兴奋的XD) 薪水一出我就买了一件他喜欢的球队衣服给他。hmm, RM300, 算是做到咯？ 呵呵

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13. Make Derrick proud of this gf~ – Checked!

要check这个的话，唯有问男朋友本人啦。我问了，他 say yes! 所以我也checked吧！XD

Body

14. Have the habit of保养 – Semi-checked

这个lotion那个mask， 整天买买买，可是就是少用。 整个护肤的系列都给你买完了，可是只用一两个产品是怎样？！其实我真的很邋遢，很懒惰，很缺美容心得。。。　我脸上的皮肤细胞应该是在痛恨我当中。　好啦，22岁了 （马的听起来很不习惯），人家开始抗老了 你都还没要保养，羞不羞啊你。。。 快点给我努力保养吧周小菱！！！

2014年的前面3个月我真的很努力。日历上还记着多久做了一次面膜，多久做一次hair spa。然后四月份之后，开始回去颓废的日子了 XD 可是现在来到美国的我，竟然逼不得已地开始保养了！因为天气太冷太干了。唯有每天做足保养才不会死掉。所以我应该可以给这个resolution一个semi-checked? XD

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15.Get rid of flip-flop tan line – Checked!

In another word, get a converse shoe for myself & wear it every day to uni XD 脚上的人字拖印真的超丑的。有时自己看到火都来。

谢谢我的男人在情人节时送了一双converse给我 ❤ 然后我也有尽量常穿啦。然后今年上课的天数少了，脚被曝晒的次数也少了很多。所以，我成功地摆脱人字拖印啦！ Hurray!

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16. Lower my cholesterol – Macam failed lerrrr

你们不要看我瘦瘦酱。。。 其实我的胆固醇正如前提：已经超标了。 健康水平是5.2以下， 我2013年的check up显示我的胆固醇level为5.3， 正式成为了高风险族！Yay！少吃快餐！Yay！ 向麦片大餐say Hi！Yay！ 早睡早起 减少熬夜！Yay！滚回去做瑜珈！ Yay………………. T-T

这个，要量胆固醇才知道，所以不能很肯定。可是，说好的麦片大餐，减少快餐，早睡早起，减少熬夜 etc 都没有做到呀！！！那样子胆固醇应该也是不可能会降低啦。。。所以我自知之明地放个fail给自己吧 TT

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17. Tone my muscle – Failed miserably x2

你们不要看我瘦瘦酱 x2。。。 其实我身体的脂肪组织很高啊~！！那天有免费验身体脂肪巴仙率的东西， （麻的）又超标！其实这东西不用验也看得出啦。我虽然很瘦，可是不该肥的地方都肥了（（多么痛苦的领悟~~~ 我开始有皱皱的肚腩~ （说出来会不会坏掉我的市场？ XD）还有每天刷牙都看到掰掰肉在甩啊甩~ 走下斜坡时踩不到brake也feel到我的大腿在 ‘dan’~ 赫赫，22岁了。 外形已经不是那种任吃任喝都可以瘦瘦美美的了。我要把小肥都修起来了！ 加油！

我以为我能会在得空的周末去跑跑步的。我以为我可能会有mood到去做gym的。我以为最起码 我会在得空的时候看youtube的workout routine视频，然后每2/3天就做一次的。我以为 我以为，可是我一件都没做到啊！！！我依然全身肌肉松松的啊！！！啊！！！！Doink doink （弹走~）

Others

18. Don’t stop learning, Dr. A as role model – A bit failed

这个我觉得我没做到啦。因为 no.4 已经失败啦！

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19. Make Derrick’s nephew & niece recognize me! lol -Checked!

今年见了他们4次吧。。。 见面时还是认不出我 T^T hurt xxx

阿，这个有进步。他们已经认得出我了 *yay XD 其中一个还在Facebook add 了我呢 哈哈哈

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20. TRAVEL OVERSEA ALONE/ WITH SMALL GANG OF FRIENDS!!! – CHECKED HELL YEA!

这个我很期待！！！毕业了 不去玩，几时才可以玩？！

这个伟大的梦想，终于在2014年最后的一个月实现啦。做什么事都3分钟热度的我，大便 & Laysim，竟然可以说到做到地来到了美国打工度假啦！！！

很开心我们做了这样的一个决定，22岁人了终于踏出自己的comfort zone & 离开家园。来到陌生的地方打工，居住，自己照顾自己，一切都很新奇很好玩。有高就有低，我们也不例外地懵懵懂懂撞了几次板，可是每次都学到了更多东西，看到更多事物，认识更多好人。啊，再说下去会很长，期待我下一篇文吧！到时候再慢慢update 来这边的趣事~ （噢，除了这个，我还要写2015 resolution呀！ 噢，我也要写有关度假打工的guide）（好多东西想写，却点难产~不知道什么时候才会生出下一篇呀呀呀~~）

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好啦！漫长的一篇终于打完了！ 来总结一下厚！2014年的20个Resolution里， 我有：

12 个 Checked!

3 个 Semi-checked!

5 个Fail!

其实还好吧？至少多过一半checked了。还有3个semi-checked bonus lehhhh!

所以那算是及格了吧？ XD

Yayy！ 给自己摸摸头，2015年要再接再厉咯！

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其实回首2014 才发现我真的去了很多地方 做了很多事情 学了很多新事物，真的是改变很大又很充实的一年呀！

谢谢各位朋友的参与，让我的2014如此地精彩~

读到这里的朋友们，你们以后一定会事业有成然后走上人生的巅峰！因为你们实在是太有耐心啦！竟然把4千个字的blog读完！给你们摸摸头~

好吧，期待我下一次的kick来吧！希望不是一年后的事  XD

ps. 2015年的我23岁了！马的，听起来很老啊！！！！！！！！！ *依然接受不到*

*BEWARE! Super rojak language ahead! xD

我不是一个每年都会写resolution的人。 （我好像第一次在blog写resolution hor? @_@

Btw， 去年开始就觉得人生莫名其妙开始加速进行。 短短一年可以发生好多好多事，转眼2014就第3天， 我们还在看着2013。额，时间大人，可不可以放慢速度一点？我好不想回去大学啊~~~ >_<

好啦，重点就是。。。如果人生有几个十年，那么20-30 是分量最重的那10年。我觉得这10年内，我的newsfeed一定会很happening ah~ 好啦，不止我，这10年是Generation Y们发光发热的时候啊。 毕业的毕业。买车的买车。投资的投资。单身的不单身。第一桶金的第一桶金。结婚的结。生孩子的生。etc 的 etc。。。 在那么happening的10年里，我当然要好好记录我每一年的目标&成果咯 *希望差别不要太大哈哈 XD

所以，写完我2013达成的list之后，我也要写写我2014的目标咯！ 好啦，废话不多说， 开始吧！ 超长的， paiseh~！

 

Studies

• Graduate my degree with at least 2^nd Upper (HGPA of 3.25-3.74)

其实Year 1 时还想过要拿 1^st class honour的。 可是3.75以上的成绩，真的好难啊！！因为3.75 就是A-, 而在我的course来讲， A-就是考试要85分以上。所以要1st class honour的话，基本上就是必须要科科85分以上。 自从发现自己成绩平平之后，我就放弃了1st class honour, 可是，2^nd Upper还是有一线生机的， 所以，加油吧！！

 

• Know my path by year end

如果一切按照计划的话，我今年7月就可以毕业了~  **撒花~~~~ 给自己几个月时间去玩玩， 希望年尾时，我可以知道未来的去路~ 做工还是继续修读~~~？拭目以待~ 呵呵

 

Interest

• Read 12 books

其实我以前不喜欢阅读的。 说到这个， 还是要谢谢1Malaysia 的book voucher，让我用多余的钱去买书， 才开始有点点读书的兴趣  XD（是啦我很迟才开始读书 不要看不起我！ XD）可是比起很多人，我还是很不爱书。 （我去年在Big Bad Wolf买的书都还没读完。）所以，这个平均一个月读一本书的任务，希望可以达成~  呵呵

 

• Read E-news (subscribe to sites & read AT LEAST weekly)

Same reason。要更爱阅读。Plus，我不想成为那种  光看没什么可信度的Facebook新闻，世界发生什么事都不知道的人。

 

• Pass piano grade 5 theory

学琴进入了第二个年头，还没考过theory。 老师打算今年让我考，我会尽力挤出时间去考试的~ ！ 没什么天份+那么老才开始学，真的蛮吃力。可是喜欢，所以不想放弃。

 

• Go back to yoga & be persistent

之前学过两次，断断续续学了2年，然后因为上课太忙+没人陪就没去了。现在Feipo JiaHui 想学， 而且我胆固醇开始超标，医生又叫我回去做yoga了  XD  好吧，我也开始想念瑜珈了，加上那么多动力之下，希望我可以long term地把瑜珈做下去 XD

 

• Pick up make up skills (I beg you ah Chew Jia Lin!)

其实这个我没什么信心阿！！！ 可是我3个月后就22岁了， 马的，超老了啦还不会化妆很丢脸也！ 就打算存一笔钱去个化妆的course好了 XD

 

Relationship

• Maintain friendship with Chyng

2013年我和晴各忙各的，真的快失去联络了。 有时看她在线想聊天，再看看手头上的东西，还是打消了念头， 就这样打消打消下，一年过去了~ 去年和她特少见面，超不甘心的！今年要多多努力才可以~

 

• Appreciate Chris more

我最dramatic的友谊， 可是却是我最珍惜的。太多秘密，我不多说，爱你就对了！

 

• Teman parents more, gik mama less

你看你看，长大了就是这样！ 外面的东西做多了，整天没时间陪家人。小时候的我应该作梦都想不到 连陪家人都要放进resolution里，haih，多么的丢脸的事  >< 而且hor，我发现我最近记性很差，很容易gik到妈妈。 冲完凉没把地上的头发捡起来， 晚上没有关厕所灯，电脑插头没拔，etc  etc。看是小小的事，其实都是我妈的眼中钉，一看到 火就来 XD  而，关怀妈妈，就从少gik她做起~ 加油 XD

 

• Stay with Derrick & Don’t stop falling for him all over again, & again, & again~

Self-explanatory~~ ❤

 

• Buy something expensive for Derrick

他好像每次都买很多东西给我玩，给我吃。我却好像没送过什么给他。

ps. 这个resolution  的前提是 我明年开始做工XD

 

• Make Derrick proud of this gf~

 

Body

• Have the habit of 保养

这个lotion那个mask， 整天买买买，可是就是少用。 整个护肤的系列都给你买完了，可是只用一两个产品是怎样？！

其实我真的很邋遢，很懒惰，很缺美容心得。。。　我脸上的皮肤细胞应该是在痛恨我当中。　好啦，22岁了 （马的听起来很不习惯），人家开始抗老了 你都还没要保养，羞不羞啊你。。。 快点给我努力保养吧周小菱！！！

 

• Get rid of flip-flop tan line

In another word, get a converse shoe for myself & wear it every day to uni XD

脚上的人字拖印真的超丑的。有时自己看到火都来。

 

• Lower my cholesterol

你们不要看我瘦瘦酱。。。 其实我的胆固醇正如前提：已经超标了。 健康水平是5.2以下， 我2013年的check up显示我的胆固醇level为5.3， 正式成为了高风险族！Yay！少吃快餐！Yay！ 向麦片大餐say Hi！Yay！ 早睡早起 减少熬夜！Yay！滚回去做瑜珈！ Yay………………. T-T

 

• Tone my muscle

你们不要看我瘦瘦酱 x2。。。 其实我身体的脂肪组织很高啊~！！那天有免费验身体脂肪巴仙率的东西， （麻的）又超标！其实这东西不用验也看得出啦。我虽然很瘦，可是不该肥的地方都肥了（（多么痛苦的领悟~~~ 我开始有皱皱的肚腩~ （说出来会不会坏掉我的市场？ XD）还有每天刷牙都看到掰掰肉在甩啊甩~ 走下斜坡时踩不到brake也feel到我的大腿在 ‘dan’~ 赫赫，22岁了。 外形已经不是那种任吃任喝都可以瘦瘦美美的了。我要把小肥都修起来了！ 加油！

 

Others

• Don’t stop learning, Dr. A as role model

 

• Make Derrick’s nephew & niece recognize me! lol

今年见了他们4次吧。。。 见面时还是认不出我 T^T hurt xxx

 

• TRAVEL OVERSEA ALONE/ WITH SMALL GANG OF FRIENDS!!!

这个我很期待！！！毕业了 不去玩，几时才可以玩？！

 

我是一张过了很久才被edit的照片。然后主人发现我太旧了，现在po在fb/insta/twitter都很奇怪，就干脆把我放在这里做分割线的照片 T-T

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好了，这样写着 写着心里还真的有点小兴奋 哈哈哈。 好像很充实那样 XD

2014年！ 我会好好善用你的~~~ ❤

当然，光说没用，I will try my best to keep my words!

加油了，周小菱！

ps. some people might not like the idea of new year resolution (as I used to) because they believe that we need to be consistent in our effort of improving ourselves, not just some words of encouragement at the end/ the first day of the year. Well, IMO people need inspiration to change and most of the time, the beginning/ end of the year might be the perfect inspiring event for many.  If the change is good & people are motivated to change, it is a good thing; so why say things that kill their dreams?

Even when the resolutions heat might only last a few weeks or even days, it is still better than not trying to motivate urself at all because you know the motivation will eventually dies off. Because after all, what’s the worst case scenario of setting new year resolution? -> You forgot about the list & moved on & found the list in the future & see it as a joke. Yea, a joke, that’s the worst case scenario. So, why so much noise for such a small worst case scenario? Let people do the things that make them happy, it will not harm right? 😉

The post is getting too long, Bye! =D

My 2013

– Pictures are in chronological order, each taken a month apart.

– The text has nothing to do with the picture thou. Just a #In2013 hashtag project I copied from twitter haha. Added something extra for my blog for sure 😉

 

#in2013 it is the least Chyng-ful year ever T.T we need catch up sessions. I still love u everyday ❤

#in2013 I din get to meet my secondary school mates that often because we have less farewell this year. Half of the gang is in oversea now.

#in2013 I make it to Year 3 & maintaining CGPA above 3.0 (which is hard for me since year 2 lol)

#in2013 I managed to be persistent with my interest & passed my 1st piano exam with distinction. 100% a surprise for me

#in2013 I went 1 road trip & 2 getaway island trip with him ❤ It’s my 1st time going travel with the love one ^-^

#in2013 Most of my friends got into steady relationship hahaha

#in2013 both of my sis started working & I’m officially the only one in the family who is still studying x.x

#in2013 I din work & I got no income AT ALL OMG 0.0 survive solely on pocket money *baru realise too

#in2013 my effort in Leo is paid off when I got the Top Secretary award. Thanks for all the memory Leo ❤

#in2013 I’ve organized 3 camps. All equally exhausting lol but seriously learned a lot =)

#in2013 My parents seem to age faster than in any year & they can’t stop talking about dying & will. I’m not prepared.

#in2013 I’m so close to losing my father & my friend. Thankfully I didn’t. & I’m trying my best to love them now.

#in2013 I realise I’m really really lucky because there people who keep me reminded that they love me for me.

#in2013 I stop putting effort in an one-sided friendship & I shift my attention to those who deserve it better ❤

#in2013 whatsapp group brings me & Theng & JiaHui & PuiMun closer ❤

#in2013 I’m glad that I still get to love & beloved like we are each other’s 1st love all over again ❤

#in2013 I still do not love books enough. din learn make up. din go back to yoga. still procrastinating my uni work.

#in2013 I read & am (FINALLY) concern about politics & government for once. & I swear to do more homework to be a wise voter in the future =)

OWH I MISS OUT ONE BIG THING, very shameful thou. #in2013 I learned how to download movies & series online ahahahahaha XD

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ps. I have never change so much in my life like I do #in2013 It was a great year for me. But 1 thing, In 2013 I seem to be talking less emotional stuff with all circles of friends because I always turn to the him first. I don’t know whether to call this a bad or good thing, hmm. Also, in 2013, I’ve been dealing with manyy people & manyyyy stuff at the expense of quality time with myself. I don’t get to have deep conversation in my mind with myself as often, I don’t blog/ write diary that often too. I wish I can reserve more quality time with myself in 2014 =)

Lastly, I’m ending my post with my favorite group photo of the year:

I like how I still find this blog a place where I can share my deepest feelings even thou it is not that active anymore & I’m not sure if there are still people reading it. & I like how I have to collect my thoughts and gives 2013 a nice closure through my blog =)

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Happy New Year Everyone!

(with 21st birthday celebration photos in between =p)

Last time when I was younger, when I tried a lil bit harder and success in things, the compliments I got was overwhelming, even though on a very small matter.

Like, “Woah, you are just 8 and you can help your mummy up with the housework?!” or “You are only 16 and you can put up such a huge event for your peers to enjoy, kudos!” things like that la.

But now? No, I can’t really think of anything that a 21 can do and impress others lo [okay la, except becoming CEO, or super rich, or owning super luxurious stuffs, or inventing something wtf].

But the main point here is, as we grow older, the scope of being impressive is getting smaller. Everything that you used to possessed as extras, are now taken for granted.

And what you can do is… No, there is nothing much you can do, except saying wtf and move on xD It’s like,  You just become more and more ordinary, and the feeling is sucks =X

Not only that, your scope of making-mistakes-or-looking-stupid-but-still-able-to-get-away-because-of-your-age is getting smaller too (super long name I know lol)!

Last time, when we did something silly or wrong, we can easily get away by saying, “oh please, I’m just 12, or 16 or 17 or 18”. But, “I’m only 21” doesn’t sound convincing at all to justify any mistakes you might make [in my opinion la]. It’s like the world is getting harsher on you.

So I guess is this ‘too old to be impressive’ and ‘world becoming harsher to you’ thingy makes the age 20+ a period of drastic change. 

Or too many meanings are assigned to the big number of 21 and make you simply want to change in order to suite this number better XD

For me, my 20 to 21 has been dramatic. Friendship wise, family wise, relationship wise (especially).

And I personally find that I have changed a lot too, so much so that, I feel like using the word ‘transform’ loll. 

I used to undergo a period where I call it micro-depression [?] lol. That, I’m so unhappy with my stagnant life to the extent that I am craving for a change, a big change. But the idea was too wild and the thought of it scared me away every time and I ended up sweeping everything under the rug. Glad to say that, thou it took me a long while and tonnes of courage (Thanks for those who standby me) to make the change, I’ve made it and I am totally liking the new me =)

It’s like after the long long zaman kegelapan, I am finally honest with myself and become very clear of what’s in my mind and what I want in my life. I am no longer running away =) 

And of course, I have him =) who brings out the best version of me, the version which I like the most =)

Although you are always full of silly ideas and kinda slow & unromantic at times xD You managed to touch the deepest chamber of my heart and changed me in so many ways =) And I felt so grateful to have a man like you to standby me at all times xx

Nah, give you a song that remind me of you so badly =p [ Bring Me Close ]

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So,to wrap up, lets provide an answer to the question in the title of the post xD

Becoming 21 feels great in the sense that you felt recognised as an adult and you can show your IC very proudly when people wanna make sure that you are not under-age lol. but I get a little bit secretive about my age recently (21 sounds so not chio anymoreee TT). 

& Growing Up is kinda sucks considering that we came to realise that the world isn’t as dreamy as we used to believe, but hey! growing means changing and it gives you opportunity to be closer to the ideal person that you have always wanted to be. So, even though I rant a lot about it, I still find it a good more than a bad thing =)

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too much random stuff in a post,

signing off, tata! 

我又消失了好久有没有？！

上一篇竟然是几乎半年前的事， 真的创新高 了这次！

四月  五月  六月  七月  八月 就这样过去了！

我就很浓缩地不说我做了什么啦，如果要说，我真的会说到十月都还没发文  xD

其实我记性不好啦，这5个月里发生了很多的事，我也忘了，所以就不提啦！

来说些最近脑袋里的东西好了。

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Skip掉四月，我们有很魔幻的五月。

一开始很promising，可是最后很disappointing的五月五。

从第二天的黑暗 ，就看得出大家其实对这场战斗又多么大的希望。

而希望越高，失望越大。所以五月六大家都伤痕累累的。

当然，很平凡的我也不例外咯！

每天守着FB的政治page, 看看有什么新东西。

五月五当天，更是整个家还dysfunctional了一下。妈妈不要煮饭。我们早餐吃面包，下午吃maggie，晚上order pizza那样，一起24小时狂刷新fb&新闻网站，关注投票情况。算票时，客厅开着电视 然后 坐在那里可是各自开着各自的电脑在打听各方面的消息。

所以，那晚我们也不例外是把头像换黑之后就拖着伤痕累累的身躯&心灵去睡觉。

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当晚，我想到了一个很久前在email读过的东西。它说：

– 有人上班前发现自己穿错了鞋子，所以回家换鞋。 结果迟到，也逃过了911一节。

– 有人红绿灯就在他抵达前从绿变红，很想骂粗口时，他目睹眼前发生了一起车祸。

还有好多好多的例子，主要说的是，

很多实事上看似坏事的东西  [穿错鞋，碰红灯] 可能会有好的效应 [逃过911，避免车祸]。

烟霾之后，大家更珍惜清新空气，也是 negative event, positive effect 的例子啊。。。

回归正题想说的就是， 就算看起来很坏很坏的大选成绩，其实也起了很正面的效应不是么？

成绩出炉时的那一份悲伤，那份痛，唤醒了多少大马子弟爱国的心？唤醒了沉睡多久的民主意识？[加深了多少人对B党的怨恨？！ XD] 然后出现了多少黑色集会？然后威力多么震撼人心的Tsunami Malaysian？

大选结果已成了实事，再痛也要接受。Focus 在很坏的又改变不了的成绩，倒不如focus在 大选后的positive effect? =)

亲爱的马来西亚， 化悲愤为动力吧！

未来路还很远，不要放弃啊！ 俗语说不到黄河心不死， 现在放弃，岂不是死在黄河边般可惜么？ xD

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虽然现在说这些有点迟， 可是 还是希望会给你们一点点的positivity！

因为。。 怎么说呢，今年国庆日 [昨天] 的气氛好淡啊。。。 。。。 。。。 。。。

而且，雪洲几个地方没水的关系， 那些[国庆日 没有水，Malaysia Boleh] or 其他很泄气的话在FB上挺多的。plus大家也渐渐因为贪污&治安问题，对国家的信心越来越低了。

以前国庆日还有几个会因为 美食/假期/大马各种种族文化 而开心地 post [proud to be Malaysian]之类的东西。。。 今年大家好像都说不出口了 =X

无论如何， You can love your country without needing to love the government ruling it.

所以在这里还是要羞羞地祝马来西亚一句：56岁 生日快乐！

56岁嘛，一定是中年期搞怪啦， 才害到你现在怪怪的 又很不健康的。

等我们成为你的主人翁然后慢慢治好你吧！=)

Happy Merdeka!

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最后，献上一张近期照！+ 和现实生活差不远的照片！

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还有， 大家都很喜欢沈佳仪 （陈妍希）‘那些年’ 里的白色冷帽造型有木有？

这个呀：

可是 马来西亚天气很热啊， 不适合穿冷帽啊对不对？

所以，冰雪聪明的我想到了妙诀：

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Neh! 穿浴帽的fu也很像ahh！ 对不对~？ XD

(大家不要殴我 XD)

ps. 干总觉得最近自己老了很多 XD 21岁之后就是会这样突然老化么？！

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psp. 突然认真地想说！其实 还有一个 个人想法 想说。 就是大选后的 Chinese Tsunami 一词制造了小小的种族纠纷，很多人为了不让纠纷扩散，纷纷share 了 [我们是色盲，我们看不见肤色上的差别] or [我不是华人， 也不是马来人 或印度人，我是马来西亚人] 之类的话。  可是，这样逼自己变色盲去的心态不好吧。。。再说，第二个statement也把种族和国籍参在一起讲了。我觉得啊，正确的心态， 不是应该忽视那些种族上的差别。反之，找出那些差别，然后用心地去了解，接受及 珍惜这些差别才更加重要不是么？我是华人， 你是马来人，他是印度人，可是大家都是马来西亚人，这样更正确 不是？

Don’t ignore the difference; embrace it as part of our country’s characteristics, as part of us =)

像张小娴说的 [爱一个人，包容他的缺点还不够。你必须爱上他的缺点。]

毕竟 包容和忍一样，都有个极限， 长久下来也不好不是么？

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恩，就这样。 太久没写，很长气，对不起了 XD

很多东西还没说出来，正努力完成下一篇！

下次见！

马来西亚美女blogger Chuckei最近写了她与她的志愿的故事，Theng Theng看到之后也被inspired到写了一篇很长&有关于她的志愿的blog。 我看到她们两个人写到那么高兴，也很想插一脚。所以我来了。

 

看完两人的blog,突然发现我小时候的志愿好不像女生哦 =_=

模特儿 时装设计师的，从来没想过也 xD

反而要当什么医生啊  太空人啊wtf  发明家啊wtf  消防员wtffffff的 =__=

 

不懂大家记不记得我们小学时期有一个 [志愿表] 那样的东西，是自己填的。

一二年级太小不会填，就是你告诉班主任，然后班主任帮你填的。

现在看回那个表， 根本就是校方精心策划的笑剧！ 观众就是长大后的自己 xD

送上我的 [志愿表]：

 

你会发现发现Doctor(医生) & Jururawat (护士) 出现过很多次~

因为小时候每次写作文 [我的志愿/Cita-Cita Saya]就是跟着老师的内容大纲写Doktor。

 

*番外话: 其实不是不想要写其他职业，是想不到isi isi penting来写。

有位朋友就是为了不想在作文里背叛自己的志愿，

就敢敢死写 [太空人]，结果isi很烂差点fail掉了。

大人们就一副：[不听咱们言，吃亏在眼前] 的脸一直笑他。。。

其实我默默地觉得他很勇敢！因为他为他为志愿感到很骄傲 ❤

不像我们，盖着良心写了上下10次的 [Cita cita saya ialah mejadi seorang doktor]。。。

 

说回我的 [Doktor] 来，由于作文里把Doktor形容得太伟大 太美好了，

所以在 [志愿表] 里也写上了 – Doktor。

至于Jururawat 呢？

其实我完全没想过要当护士啦！

只是我小时候很笨地以为 Jururawat 就是女版Doktor…………

 

过后，你就会发现 Guru (老师) 也出现了非常非常多次 （每年都有写也！）。

那个就不是开玩笑的啦！

我是真的很想做老师的哦！

因为玩 家家酒 时做老师好好玩 [做学生那个角色很闷的XD]

第二原因，也是比较真实的原因，因为做老师可以用藤条打人~

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 ，我很暴力我知道。

*扮口爱时间* 其实银家还有一个伟大滴原因滴~

银家想要做老师，因为真滴很稀饭教银家东西，看着学生明白自己教滴东西，真滴会粉开心 粉感动哦！

 

Next！Pelukis (画家) 啊，纯粹是很喜欢上美术班，所以以为当画家也是那么一回事。

长大后领悟了。所以不要了  xD

 

最喷饭的一个，就是二年级的志愿 —- Bomba!!! [消防员]！

我告诉你，我对消防员这职业的爱 是很纯 很纯 很纯滴！

我喜欢它，纯纯因为我以为这个职业可以玩水。。。

[对不起，我知错了！！！]

 

之后呢，你会发现我长大一点时 [5&6年级]， 会写Ahli Sains[科学家] 下去咯！

无可否认，自从我4年级接触到科学之后，我就很喜欢它。

尤其是发明家如何改变世界~

其实我不是要做Ahli Sains科学家啦，我是要写 发明家，可是不会写 TT

为什么会想做科学家呢？

因为小时候很喜欢自己改造玩具/废物利用做玩具/看到什么坏了都会去修理。

然后就会得到父母的赞赏，说我很有创意，以后可以发明机器人wtf之类的。

现在想回去，这些point都很适合做垃圾回收中心的员工 =_=

还有一个原因啦， 就是以前妈妈去算命时，那个算命婆告诉她说，

她其中一个女儿非常聪明，长大后会发明一个改变世界的东西。

由于当时我们三个里面我的成绩最优秀，

所以妈妈每天都跑来告诉我 我会变成一个很厉害的发明家 xD

慢慢地，我也开始想发明些可以让世界更美好的东西，

让这个世界，因为我而有一点点的不同。 < 刀大迷：喂！>

每个人心中都有一个遥不可及的梦想 对不？

对我而言，就是发明家啦！

有些梦想，纵使永远也没办法实现，纵使光是连说出来都很奢侈。

但如果没有说出来温暖自己一下，就无法获得前进的动力！< 刀大迷：你够了没有？！>

好啦好啦，结尾了。就把这个梦种在心中 等它发芽吧！

 

好啦，其实小时候的志愿和中学的差很远 lol

中学嘛，是发白日梦的最佳时刻。

虽然小学的梦也很瞎，可是至少医生，消防局，发明家 都是伟大的工作。

中学的梦就自我中心了一点，大多数都可以用 – 明星梦 来取代 xD

 

中学开始，我突然变得很38，没什么顾形象了。

其实我也不知道为什么/几时开始，就算我没有故意讲笑话，

我一说话 人家就会开始笑了。。。 [其实很纳闷。]

然后那些 [你讲话很好笑] [你很白痴叻] [和你说话很开心] 之类的赞语/讽刺开始进来了。

就开始想做电台DJ的。

想想一下，用我的白痴来娱乐大众也是件很开心的事啊！

可是再想想，其实我的华语/英语/广东/国语 都是半桶水的，尤其是Vocab 方面。

我觉得 Theng Theng & 大便最清楚我的华语其实是多么的烂。 很多字不会念，很多成语 谚语都不懂。 我想象不到做DJ时，人家call in进来我还要问他 [你刚刚讲的那个字什么意思 har?]。lol

而且我说话那么胃，又厉害自言自语到宇宙边缘，

想象我一个人坐在studio里乱乱说话又没有partner控制我，那个节目会是多么地 离题+可怕啊！

 

想到DJ当然也想过做电视主持人啦！

因为人人都说我有吃不肥的体质，又有很白痴的口语，

所以我曾经想做美食节目 主持人咯！

想要以 暴牙&平胸&貌似很清纯 又好像很胃 的形象走红主持届！

可是我很挑食，又不tahan吃辣。形容东西起来又很胃，要怎么做美食节目啊？！

[你看这个肉很像大便的颜色啊， 哈哈哈 哈哈哈~] 你觉得这样的主持方法有market吗？ ><

最重要的是，长越大就觉得自己的样子越平凡 [最近几乎有用“丑”字来形容自己了 TT]。

所以主持梦也没再发啦！

 

我坚持了最久的志愿，也就是现在hold住的志愿。

它没有一个具体的名字，因为我还不懂我真正要的是什么，

我要做一份能够帮助到他人的工作~

让人家生活好一点，让人家开心点的工作~

帮他们寻找他们要的生活。

这样就够了。

 

很广泛是不是？ 所以才广到读心理学。[很离题 like tat xD]

因为我相信  by understanding people, we can help them live life till the fullest。

 

– The purpose of life is to live it. –

希望每个人都能够拥有自己想要的生活。

 

Have A Dream, Make a great life!

ps. 你们又有怎么样的梦想呢？

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Remember when I cried to you a thousand times. I told you everything; You know my feelings. 

It never crossed my mind that there would be a time for us to say goodbye.

What a big surprise.

But I’m not lost
I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feeling’s running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around

These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again

I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there’s no regrets
And say you won’t forget

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尽管见到他 心里莫名地惭愧&心疼， 我还是不会忘记当初为什么会做那样的决定。

有些东西就像上图的cendol那样，再好吃 都只能回味。

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And I’m not coming back around again =)

 

Teluk Cempendak 真的很漂亮，沙很白，风景很美，垃圾也算蛮少。

不懂做末选到去这里办Beach Cleaning xD 

以后来这里，还是玩水好了。超美！